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Time is packed

2010-03-30T06:46:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone , I’m doing retrieval to my blog become more active status ..haha

Before that , I was so busy with my works that consist of school works(homework) ,scout activities , and other things that make me so dizzy.

Meanwhile , I had completed my examination “ UT1” . I”m always study at home because I decided to get more better result. Fortunately , I’m really get a better result in UT1. First , I’m so rarely to pass my bm paper , this time , I get 61 %. I think this time is more easy , must pass it because it just consist of summary and some structure question about novel. Maybe my bm language has improved? I hope so ^^ haha

Then , my English also improved , just a little but better than not. I think I get grade C in English paper , still bad and weak , because I’m aiming to get grade A or A+ in SPM . Because I had found my foundation university. Haha^^ Not sure but already got that figures and direction , the path to my studies.

Here I suggest some which I want to take the courses.

Biotech , Biochemistry , medicine , nursing? , pharmacy, doctor? Wah.. xD , and more.

But have to see my result first , But I decide to take the course so my result must excellent.

In the other hand, I think I’ll not study form 6 , but still considering, because some course is required STPM…hmmm …maybe I’ll get foundation but have to leave from kuching…=( and my car is so waste..xD

Then , during my UT1 , some of my subject is getting weak , like BC and Math, argh….. I’m depressed with my Math , = = careless lend to bad result ..I’ll remember this. Also , have to skip the question if you dunno how to do it.

Furthermore , one thing make me so happy and shock, I dunno why this time I get so good ….

My bio , 90% O.O …when I get my paper , my mind is empty , and whole the body soft up… xD

The most make me so shock is , I’m the second get good result in bio in form 5 , the first one is 95%. Lol….

It very console to me , and makes me more confident to study…

Not getting pride , but going more further , and better result.

This coming PS1 , I must maintain and improve all my subjects. So pray for me. And I have the confident I can do it.

Because faith connect to success.. XD walk in faith..^^

I think time arrangement is important now , got the time to study , rest and do homework , if not we will waste the whole day. Everytime i lazy because did't arrange the time , so many thing goes mess.

ok thats all for today , pray for me ya haha....may god bless you...i go off byebye....

Please pray for Our country , our Malysia .为我们的国家祷告

2010-01-08T08:47:00.000-08:00

Do you know that ?
Our country have the first case that the churches have been destroyed by explosive bomb.
Its very serious case , It can lead to dead and bring harm to many peoples especially Church member our brothers and sisters.
Once I heard I get shocked and depressed. And worry about them safely or not.
Hope that there is no one at the building when the explosive occur.

Please pray for our country ,
Pray that the men will stop they violence and destruction ,
Pray that Our God will save them for those who in the danger,
Pray that Our brothers , sisters and Pastors are safely and secured by our Lord,
Pray that the demon will go away from the men In the Jesus name ,
Pray that numerous of Christian should bewared and pray hard,
Pray that our brothers and sisters will not leave God and hold His hand tightly,
Pray that there is no one will be harm and they will surrounded by angels,
and pray for your family for those who study at west Malaysia.

Please beware of this ,
I dun know what else I can do but I know I can pray for them , this is only I can help , and this the most help to them.
and also ask for forgiveness because the human like us always do something bad.... repent sincerely .

I dunno what else will happen at the future...
I dunno where else they gonna to boom...
I dunno why they want to do this...
But I just know , Our Lord , will help us and bring peace to us.....
Maybe that is another case happen along the path of future ,
the God's path,
I dun mind , i dun care , I just hold His hand tightly....
walk in faith..... We are always peace....
After the cloudy rain , the rainbow will appear and the light of hope delighting all of us..

2010 Our new Hope

2010-01-04T05:36:00.000-08:00

Yuhooo Guys......... So far this has been our new year 2010..haha...feel happy and excited ?
haha... ofcouse..... Got new clothes to wear...haha....
Sorry I post it lately.... because I was busy ( busy again..haha... What am i doing?) XD

Hmm....Today is Open School Day...haha..... Also ~ Is my lovely sister birthday...xD haha...
No wonder I'm so nervous or what.... I suddenly wake up at 3 something...lol... I dunno why would like that....ok forget about it.... Normally i wake up at 5 something...haha.... 1st day mah.... Have to prepare and dress up...xD
Then , Go to school as usual .
The sitting plan already done by Florence....
and i sit with Isabella.... haha...... what a good seat there.... Maybe it benefit to me because She is very hard work ...haha...soon I'll become Book worm...wow....

Ok, Funny thing is when the moment we known that our BM teacher is Cikgu Nozzy(Is it write like this? haha) We all shout and getting mad..... All felt so depress ....
Fortunately , the BM teacher wasn't Cikgu Nozzy....haha....Is other teacher.... maybe is new teacher or what....erhmm...
Then , After School we go Pizza Hut for Bian's Birthday ....
Fool everywhere.......xD
Because All of us were playing "True or Dare"
What a funny day today ==
All of our secret was published today....lol......

Anyway , just please with them and have alot of fun...^^
and done something bad lah..... so waste the food.... hmmm..... Because the "mixed" food , hmm not food la.... semi-Liquid...haha.....for the "Dare" those who choose dare...haha....

Lastly , I want to say that we have to studyhard from now loh.... Although thats still early...but for me is not enough...== !!! haha....anyway..... Put more effort on our studies....Very Very important now...haha.....
Remember , Laziness kill your future.... Its real...>.< xD
Ok ...May God bless you.... =D have a nice day

再见了我的2009

2009-12-30T08:12:00.000-08:00

Erhmm....要怎么开始呢 Erhmm.. How to start my post...
ERhmmm.....erhmmm.......

好吧 ! 就写我曾经在2009 经过的风风雨雨吧 ! Ok ! Write about my experience in the year 2009 !

(我用华语写,因为我觉得我英文还没到家...haha. I write in Chinese because I know my English is not that good enough...haha)

我说这一年会是个新的开始，新的体验和新的突破当那时才刚刚进入2009.是的，我各人觉得那时的我才觉醒。奇怪？为什么我才醒。因为那时我觉得我过得很麻木。所以才有下定决心要从新开始，做回我自己。E.....好像讲我在2008年过得很惨!错的，并非如此。哈哈...不过说真的有一段时间我过得很麻木，不知对和错，也不晓得自己做过了什么，现在想起来还觉得自己有点愚昧。往事不谈了，何必在自己的伤口撒盐呢？哈哈....好像讲到有一段很浪漫的爱情这样?== 我各人是不会浪漫的啦，浪漫的爱有点假。哈哈....什么歪理== ... 但是我觉得浪漫是一种气氛，难到爱是讲究气氛的吗？哈哈不管啦...重点不在这!haha

2009年，给了我不少回忆，不只回忆而已，还给了我很多很多.....当中有起，有落，譬如高潮和低潮。但是这回的低潮可不像往年那样的消极了。虽然有时很难过，但是难过时总提醒自己要"醒".有时真的要低一下，为什么？不是kek emo la...aduh.... 就算你是 King of Emo or Queen of emo 你还是得要活啊！竟然活了为什么不干脆活得开心一点。真是现代的青少年。我曾经也emo过不少，但是真的很浪费时间，倒不如想一些快乐的事让自己兴奋一下，给自己希望。发生一些事你静一下，那还可以。但是有时事情发生了还难笑一下的，但是别丢掉你的笑容。因为圣经说喜乐的心，乃是良药。忧伤的灵，使骨枯干。箴17:22
话说回来，有时低一下还是需要的，但这是积极的低落。低落一下是为了让自己反省一下，有时还得要认真。因为反省一下你自己做过了什么，有时做错了你也不懂，也可以说自我检讨。另一方面是让自己静一下，因为有时玩过头也不太好，生活有时也该认真。
还有很多很多的解释，但，另一个的是，静一下也是让自己有时间好祷告。这你也该懂的。

Eh...怎么说了远了...哈哈....其实要说我的经验的确很长，写到现在只是写到自己领悟到什么。其实我要说的是不管你有多么的不好的往年，让那过去的都成为过去，放下心中那个绊脚石，或是一个刀，要勇敢得把它拔起来，让那个伤有机会复原。这样你眼前的雾就会散掉，自己醒了过来，做回你原来的自己，可能这会是个试探而已，看你自己要胜过还是不要。不只快快乐乐的做自己，还要把你这份从黑暗走出来的生命，努力和勇敢转给你身边的人，让他们也能够胜过这个考验，也能够成为人家的祝福。当你看到人家因此快乐，你就会知道真正的快乐在你心中......
收拾那泪水的书包，预备好自己的心和心灵来踏入新的一年吧！愿你有个平安的一年，也开始你快乐的旅程。愿上帝大大赐福与你....^^ May you have a full of peace and happy year. May God bless you abundantly.... ^^Jesus loves you

When I'm calm

2009-12-22T09:52:00.000-08:00

Yesterday just over not longer ago...
But I'm still here ...
Meanwhile the night still young , but the day already old.
Moonlight slightly shine in the dark , like the mood slightly down and darker and darker.
The rain drops in the silent , like the tears drop from the sky.
Thunders roar in the cloud , like the spoke in roar.
Melody softly transmit from Audio device , like the words transmit to me.
Song lyric display front of me , like the speech between Him and me.

All the sudden , come suddenly
The words still delighting my heart, just like ask me "Don't give up"
I just feel want to calm a while , not emotion , just want to think back what am i did wrong against Him.
Not blaming myself .... just checking myself what i had neglect ...
Feel indifferent?
No , I tell myself not !
but the lowest point of Spirit in fire is indifferent...
I'm almost there.... However still a slightly hope there....
the small flame burn in tiny...
Hopefully still a small flame in my heart....
What cause me lost the fire?
Nothing cause me , just me did't put some "coal" to let it burn it up...
And i dun wanna let the promise be empty at the end of....
I still want to keep the promise , let me carry on....
My heart pain when He is worry....
Its the time sleep in His shoulder... and rest in peace....

My blog almost dead!! >_> But still alive =P

2009-12-18T06:43:00.000-08:00

Sorry my dearest friends ,

I was on my busy days...
The days goes too fast that i can't follow up...
Cause some of my stuff left behind and accumulated.
Not even that my spirit and body was tired...
Because of my body exhausted , many things goes wrong and make lots of mistake .
However I still stay strong not matter how tired was it...
Just sound like pretend but i can tell you the truth...
In other hands , I still keep going and going....
It may change me a lot or been transformed completely ( I hope so) ^^
All of this just the initial , I dunno how it will lead me....
But , just one word , delighting my sorrowful heart, "Stay strong"...
How powerful of this word gives me? a hope? because of Him who tell me in whisper when i was down..
It just a normal say just as who ever talk to me..
But, Its something difference among the speech..
Because just what He say, full of secure and not a lie...
And I'm sure that and believe He words are the best medicine of healing...
And I'm been healed everyday , every second...
And a successful Transformation just begun in my life... a long life process...
I had gains many good things , it will be part of my pathway to my future....
What thing change me a lot? even cause transformation? haha...lets check my next new post...hehe.... keep in touch ya^^
May God bless you all...for sure ^^

Almost Done.....

2009-11-11T06:32:00.000-08:00

wa..... now already Wednesday ....and still got 4 subject exam to go....huhu...
just want to say " finally" !!! haha....
Hope this time can get a good result... better than before...hehe.... xP
ok...let you ppl see something....so cute one...xD
haha....cute le.....

I'm bored , Need take a rest then continue with my study..^^

2009-11-03T02:15:00.000-08:00

Hu......... I want take a breath.......hu.........
After done my BM paper 2 and PM paper , my thought is " Finally the writing session already passed, but still got BM paper 1 "Haizzz....
T.T want to cry....
but nvm , It should be okay ...^^
Now just take a rest and watch some video ...haha.....
After that have to study add-math loh.... @.@

let you see some video and some pictures , take a rest..^^

Wow, So delicious...hehe....
Oops....blur...>.< Gathered with friends..^^
Peace.......^^v
haha...just post some photo to share with you.....

StudyWeek.... ^^

2009-10-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

The Final examination is forthcoming......
So nervous ....hehe..... All of you must catch up and start to do revision from now... hehe
I have to study hard this time to get a good result..... do some breakthrough ! yay ! =3
between , i have to force myself into study mode....its hard sometime
Obviously , I"m lazy too.... But no matter how , i have to do revision !!!
My heart want to study but my body is lazy to move...
haizzz...... must overcome this problem , In fact i'm fighting with this over and over again...
I hate this feeling.....sadT.T
Pray hard then
So , everybody , all the best in your exam....do more revision and be prepared ^^ .
God bless you all and bless your studies....^^

2009 Oct Marriage Vow Renewal....

2009-10-12T09:52:00.000-07:00

Everyone , Don't you feel expectation ?
haha..... i dun think so....hehe....anyway just enjoy it =3

Last Saturday I just went to Borneo Convention Centre Kuching for the Marriage Vow Renewal which organized by our church. In case , this marriage vow renewal is for the couple remarried again by using our christian formal. Its meaningful , like the couple make engagement , appointment between our Lord and the couple. Trust again and walk together through any weaknesses. When i saw this , its very touch my heart , look at them , some of them are very old already , but they still want to make the promise , appointment to his or her partner. They each other still hold the hands tightly even they are old. Not the problem of the age , because love never end . The love is live inside their heart , want to protect him or her. Maybe have argument before , maybe had hurt each other before...but , right now , they handle their marriage to God . Unforgettable Night , very important to each other because that is the moment to make the promise between the couple. Maybe last time they already married , make the promise and appointment already , but thats difference ..... The love which lead them to protect each other , care each other , trust each other , obey each other and love each other..... bring happy to each other....
look at them , even old but still love each other ...because Love never fails..

plenty of brides
plenty of grooms

wonderful =) .... handle the marriage again...love the partner with new heart.

*Those photo can get from facebook ^^ not me capture de la...haha

Its is memorable and meaningful ..... God and couple....the love will last forever....marriage and family live in happiness....

My Daddy Birthday 9/10

2009-10-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone.... Finally i can write my blog liao...haha.....last few days very busy..... haizz.....
then nvm.......

Last Friday was my daddy's birthday....4 of us went out and have a dinner with my daddy at "Shuan Tian Hai Xian Luo" BDC there... Dunno why my daddy always choose there to have our dinner....
Actually we want to prepare a present to my daddy de..... but seen like cannot finish it before that day.... Our present is a photo of 4 of us.....but could not find out the photo cus we did't take it before...haha.....>.<
Let you see some photo , here you go ~>

Secret Recipe ~~

The cheese cake...( i forget the name)
den den den den ! look simple but delicious....hehe....

After we ate then we went back home to let my daddy cut the cake....hehe....
here got some photos ~~>

Daddy , 2nd sis and me....=)
Daddy , Sister and me :) When cut the cake no "smooth" ah..... maybe the cake got overnight i think so..... "bo pian" , that day we went to bought the cake just only left one....@.@ but the taste still ok la..... sweet sweet one..... haha....

So here i wishes my daddy have a wonderful birthday and may his dream come true...^^
Don't you know ? That day my daddy just gave me a laptop...lolx....suddenly gave me ba....how touch..... =) but Thanks God i got a free laptop.... =) so must take good care of it ....hehe
Thanks god , that day i saw my daddy look well and fine.... May peace come to him =)

Sleepy ZZzz

2009-10-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

Goh mei na sai...... haha.....just now i want to write my blog de....but now feel very sleepy.... and now also very late liao.... so i postpone to 2moro...xD
Cus today is my daddy's birthday , and many many things .....
anyway... Today I got a wonderful and meaningful day....hehe......
All of you stay happy and healthy ya....
May god bless you.... have a nice day =D

I'm back ^^

2009-10-07T08:20:00.000-07:00

Yo.....sorry everyone..... my blog is full of spider web......hehe...... Me so long did't update my blog cause of busy + lazy ...always day-dreaming..... so thats why i did't update my blog even touch it...huhu...... =X
Okay.... Hi everyone I'm back...hehe Today no school so i sleep till very late.... about 11.30am like that...haha....pig ah... then I steam the bread and clean the rubbish bin....Haizzz....the rubbish bin is so dirty....ZZz
after that have a breakfast "Yeah...my favourite bread *Man Tou*..haha... Then online a while...facebooking.....=X

Yeah !!!! I'm going to buy my formal wear this afternoon......
Go to Spring ~ ~ ~ ~
I'm so expecting..... my vest !!!
hehe....
I bought the vest and one cloth..... erhmmm......got abit expensive la....haha....not abit.....is alot....= =
Here, have a look ~>

SUB~ ~ ~ The shop where i bought my clothes

Wow..... SUB....I very like their clothes....nice...but expensive~,~

DEN DEN DEN den !!!! My vest + white top......

Here is the white top....Nice ho.... I very like it....But sigh it is L size....aduh....... but me still can wear it.....

Here is the vest..... M size...but still big xia....haha.....anyway...Its cool !

Hehe.....I'll wear like this for attending the annual dinner... Expecting~ ~

You know how much is it?
Total is RM222.40 X.X
erhmm...quite cheap la....but still pain for me..... er.....
So thats why i go for work....just for this vest ~~~huhu....cus i'm so like it.....
Anyway.... I'll save my money........Dun simply spend it......
Thanks God i can buy my things....remember bless our friends =)

Hehe..... sigh ah.... My body got abit small..... if not then i wear my cloth is so nice looking.....haizzz......so i must grow more "big" haha.....My body and height....haizzz.....
I got do exercise , but dunno it is correct or not....hmmm....
Okay ...thats all..... Hope all of you have a nice day.....Happy always ya ^^
God bless you

When?

2009-08-31T09:00:00.001-07:00

Today is 31/8 ah...haha.....but me go Bako National Park for relaxation with church friends .=) hehe......
Felt so good , can obtain fresh air oxygen...haha...... may get heathly then...=D
we climbed the mountain and walk along the path to reach the high place and have a sight of picturesque view...
Thats SO BEAutiful !!!! The sky , the sea , the sand and the rock all is so beautiful... And I was 1st time have a look at the high place there....then see the wonderful and beautiful sight.... the God's creation.... =)
Also, I felt happy can hang out with my church friends....=) the child of God..... hehe....
then thats around 3.00+ pm gua...then we back to kuching city...
then go "cheng ji" eat lunch ....so delicious la the ma la mee....haha..... but sigh ...cus me get ill ah....eat the food without taste.... T.T wanna cry...haha
then...afterthat...go back home lu.....
very very feel thankful and happy because can go out with them....and again I make many new friends...haha...thanks God...=)

Afterthat , my sis and I go out eat dinner with daddy....
cause daddy want to see my sister...and have a gathering a while...
My sis this wednesday go back to Kl lu.....time goes so fast.... so must "zhen xi" our family ah....
If not then just like a mist.......

So miss my brother , and 2nd sister them.....dunno hows them...
i heard my bro got many assignment to do , i heard my sister is lack of income......
May god bless them .....
just felt some worries about their life......

Dunno when they can go church with me?
Dunno when they can come and share the God's love?
Dunno when their soul can be saved?
Dunno when they can live in peaceful and happiness life....?
Dunno when ? Dunno when? we can go to heaven together at the end of the earth.....
Maybe they still dunno....maybe not yet....maybe have to wait.....
But ...... God tell me must confident....must have faith...from my prayer....then One day all these will happend.....amen!!!

Thats some word deep in my heart....
"I wish my family can come and before our Lord.... we pray together... we serve together...we praise together...... "
Thats my desire...and I think thats most happiness thing for the christians....

Even my friends.....I also wait for the day come......wait the dream come true.......

their souls are important to me.....

may God listen my prayer......
thats all...2moro have to go school liao...
byebye......God bless you =)

We like a mist

2009-08-23T05:45:00.000-07:00

wow..... feel like I'm very active to my blog now..haha... =)

anyway.... just hope all of you like it...^^

Today is Sunday, so i went to church for Sunday service.....

Today's message very touch my heart...... the title is "A mist"....
Our life just as a mist.....like a smoke..... very soon will disappear from the earth.
At the moment , What are we doing..?
Scolding someone ?
Blame to someone?
Hurting someone?
Hate to someone?

Yesh..many time we are doing these ....but we never think that if that people who you scolded or hurted will suddenly disappear in your life, then
What can we do? Still got chance ask him or her for forgiveness ?
How you want to tell him or her a word sorry?
Not only this, If that person you did't really love so much like parents or friends, then, when you want to love your parents and friends? 2moro? next week ? next month? next year? even no next .... How you know He/She got many next day? Don't you sure today He/She will not happen anything?? It will suddenly disappear in your life,after that, how you called him/her 's name he/she still can't come back anymore.... how you cry...how you sad.....how you disappoint... he/she also can't come back anymore.....If that's a miracle, then , that's God want you love him/her more....

When i heard the song, called" a smooth smoke"
I started to cry.....
why i cry?
Cause that's suddenly a sight come into my mind....
That sight is when i 1st time to hug my daddy...
I'm thinking my family....my Mum , my sis, my bro....
That's my sight.....

Maybe God want to tell me dun forget to love your family.....
dun forget to love your friends.....
So , i want to love all the people who surround me....
I want to giving out my love to them...
although my family was broken....
But....He still my daddy...
She still my mum...
They still are my sister and brother....

I want to thanks God cause He let me born at this family....
maybe that's a broken family.....But i know that's God's will.....
He want me to know this feeling.... then I can only talk to them who also experience this ...

Encourage them.....Support them...Tell them that's a love come from the heaven....
That's a love come from Him....
The only love which can comfort our sadness heart....heal our weakness heart....

That's my experience.....my testimony....
So , start to love your family....
although every day look like usual...normal...nothing....
But you still can give out your love.....somehow that's a little love....but God know at least you got try.....

Our life is short like mist.... when the run raise, when the wind blow..the mist will disappear...
the time goes so fast....like now we are right now.....
So , love your family before it disappear in your life....like mist...like smoke.....

Life is entirely in God's hand
Do not be all self-important and self-reliant.
Life is short like a mist
Be humble , obedient and reliant on God's will

Let this mist be carried by the wind of the Spirit
Only then will you know the Lord's will
Must be greatly filled by the Holy Spirit
Only then can you carry out God's Mission.

That's today's message by our pastor =)
thanks for viewing ah.... me now go pack my luggage liao...haha...2moro going melaka...
c ya.... muaks.... xD

You..... my reason to live

2009-08-21T10:20:00.000-07:00

hai....Finally Examination was over...yay!!! so happy ?! ok la.... haha
just dunno hows my result .... @_@ kiakia.... =X
then , holiday liao......

Next Monday i'll go Melaka with Church members for joining the gathering....( I forget what gathering liao...haha...but i know got praise and worship =D )
So pray for us ya... let the blood of lamb cover all of us and protect us all the journey.
And also we can see the miracle.

Wow..... I'm felt very happy tonight...haha....
Just now the atmosphere in our church was so high...haha...not high la...is exciting....
Finally He get number 1 lo , then his sister get number 2....wa seh..... So good...haha
and dun forget , all of this is belong to our God... Is glorify His name....
Second, I felt happy too because
My friends they accompany me come to my church for watching the singing competition.
So glad to see them.... =)
hope next time we can come together again and again.... to close our God....

and also , Hope that got help them for those who really need God's love...
Just a expection in my heart...deep in my heart...God knows....
really really ....really really...very pleasure... =)
May God bless you.... you know I'm talking to you..haha...not la..... to everyone de... =)

Friends are part of my life,
they souls are important to me,
they live in darkness its my fault,
they live in peace its my wish,
their happiness Is delighting my life.
their smile Is my potion,
their share the God's love Is my reason to live.

The reappear Rainbow which is colourfull , meaningfull and happiness to your life

2009-08-20T03:02:00.000-07:00

You may lost the love of your lover , you may upset about everything.... you may hide in your room and cried..... closing the door of your heart.... your mind full of sorrow..... This hurt will be the part of your memories... start to feel loneliness .... am i right ? you think like lack of something in your life , since that day ? I got this feeling before..... since that day my family..... i closed down my heart and start to blame everyone even myself...These all will be walk through your life , but , think positive, that is some test for you which come from God. God maybe want you growth more brave after this happened, He want to see how you face this problem.....yes after this i know many thing.... when i received Jesus Christ ....He tell me "You have to be more brave , Child , dun let the weakness and sadness overpower to you"....Friend, be fine.... maybe you have to recovery for few days......

You may fails the love from the earth , but God's love never fails......
Dun forget "He" who always look after you , when you cry , He is looking to you....
Pray with your heart .... cry out to the Lord... say that you're my helper......

"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death , I will fear no evil ; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff , they comfort me." Psalms 23 : 4

Come back to him... He want to see you... Cus you're His daughter/Child ....
This may like the heavy rain appear to your life, but after the rain , after this.... the rainbow will appear... Appear to your life...with colourfull , meaningfull and happiness.... =)

Dun forget our Lord.... He loves you so much........He will comfort you.....
and you stil have all of us who around you....
Go friends...we run together , fight together..and till the end we still together...and go together to see our Father in heaven...^^
Dude, come on....I need your helps..... to spread the love of God to those who need our help....
We're not pity...Cus we got our Lord , our family..our friends.... and We are loved by God...
=) cheer up...I'll be your side through the storm.... for no reason but I'm your friend =) and we are Child of God....

The dejection of my heart

2009-08-04T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today I like last time go to school.
So nervous , the BI presentation is nearby....

But finally we do the presentation at last ....
Prepare our heart and get ready to present...

Nervous + laughing.... -.-
ok ... nvm then..... but i had said i will dance when playing the MV....
At the contrary , I'm not doing this..lolx....dunno why....
then finally our presentation was done ...yay...

then my classmate take photo there and here..... lolz..... dunno why they get so exiciting...
haha..nvm....they look cute...xD
ok....next , today doesn't have Bio class cus yesterday has been replaced to Add-math lesson.
then we back early lo.....

1st la... i want to say I'm happy ...Cus these thing delight my heart....=)
Cus i can see that they look like child..haha.... so touching sight? haha...whatever la...

then..... the dejection approach all suddenly when i heard the news from my relative's mouth.
Maybe i did't experience this before.... the feeling is so weired... upseting even?!

My 3rd brother-in-law now is at hospital. yea , last time my 1st brother-in-law also get into hospital cause of his disease.

Now , I'm worry about them...... but i choose to pray....
He is not my family or what ....but he is my relative.... is one of my mum's family...
we have to love everyone despite how they hurt you or else
I will pray...... pray for the healing upon to him.....
just as I said... we believe the power of prayer..... So , He will be cure soon i know =)

Thats all..... the dejection will not longer in my heart de la ... haha
just got that bear to pray..... =)

ok...thanks for viewing again.... May god bless you

Refresh me

2009-08-01T08:28:00.001-07:00

Just now I went to church for prayer meeting. While on the way to church , I'm thinking of a song in my heart and thats some tears in my eyes @.@!!!....dunno why....not want to cry la... just a accident of peace live in my heart.....

Then later , I sit down lo....
Once the prayer meeting started , I started to cry also .... ~.~

"Lord , please refresh my heart that always loving you more. Refresh my mind that always pure. Refresh my Spritual eyes that always looking for you...... refresh my relationship with you that always in fire with you...."
This is what i want to say indeed.......

I cried.... cried....and cried.... why i'm crying....

because i found that i lost my .... the begins of love.... which the love is........Our relationship ...

Maybe I'm not in fire with you at all.............
Maybe I'm facing the problem...
Maybe I'm sad.... upset about my life....
Maybe.............. maybe........... Maybe ......... i have no burden?!!..........

Why say so?

ya...maybe i have no burden , then gradually , I'm cold down.......
after colded down.... i may lost my direction.......sometime will dunno where am i....

So , just now I prayed , i pray for the fire which come from you.... then please burn it again...

Whats the burden I'm looking for?

finally i found the answer..... I strongly mention it......thats a , good, kind and right burdens....
The burdens which i mention are
My family members.....
My friends....
My relatives and cousins....
and Myself............
and the most important is , the people who surffing , sustaining a painful diseaces , lost their mind and direction , lost the love, have a complicated life , and living in poor situation and more..

Thats alot..... alot of people who have to take care of.....
but i may do nothing for them right now..i cant do anything for them right now....
But in case , I still know ....... I can pray for them.....Thats only i can do for them right now....

ya...try set a burden on our heart..... you may say thats nothing.... dun think too much....dun find yourself troublesome.......or something else....

But.... thats also our reason we pray, right? Don't you did't pray for your parents or your friends?

For me.....
If no pray... equal to no peace....
If no peace equal to no happy....
if no happy equal to upset.....
so , no pray = upset......isnt it ?

Pray for them..... We believe that the power of prayer......
You won't lost anything when you pray ,
you won't be harm when you pray....
on the contrary , you may get the blessing..... you may heal.... you may happy... =)

ok...thats all..... you may not know what i'm saying...... but , pray....

okay liao ... thanks for viewing .... May god bless you

Wow...Finally can update my blog....

2009-07-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

Yeah..... Finally can update my blog lu..... since my computer is back!! yay!!! ^^

So here i want to say thank you daddy for helping me repair this stupiak computer..lolz...

I'm so happy this computer not like last time lo..... not lag anymore.... hehe....the screen also i very like it.... thank you daddy...^^ May god bless you o...

Me so long did't touch the computer lo....

online also.............

Me this few days very busy o.....

prepare presentation for BM lisan and BI presentation.....

wa shen..... want to blood vomit ah..... hahaha....

not la..... Thats fun joh..... especially the BI one...haha....so sot de them.... =.=

let you guys see some pictures ah....

haha...is it funny ? haha...me laugh till......bo xia

anyway......we work together and try our best .....hehe...

we can make Wonder Student lo...... haha

(lame =.=)

hiahia......

Feel good ^^

2009-06-15T06:44:00.000-07:00

Wow..... I climbed the mountain last Saturday ...haha.....

feel good and nice ^^..hehe....

We early morning gather at Hui Sing Community Hall there , about 7.00am+ and I'm the 1st reached there...hoho.... =X

then about 37 members present this activity, left 3 person... =X

ermm.... Where we are going to climb ?

haha....Is Kubah National Park..... Me 1st time go there leh....lol.....=x

and also we AJK 1st time organize this activity....haha...now i gained this experience lu.... So next time we organize again will be more easy I think...hehe....

We depart from Hui Sing Community Hall about 7.45am+ like that , me forget liao...haha...

I bring so many things la.... Sunblock la , Skincare ah , wax ? , mirror? and water and so on...

what for i bring wax and mirror...haha....of cus do my hair tidy lo.....cus no enough time while i wake up and prepare . So I do my hair in the bus lo , then that abigail go take my photo ba while i doing my hair. lol......

k....forget about it....

now i put some photos ..hehe...

So beautiful hoo.... This is God's creation...^^

Still got many photos at my friend there , these photo i take by using my hp. My hp de camera not good enough de la....

I will upload more further photos on facebook when i take back my pendrive...hehe...

haha...i think that was so funny when we reached the top of the mountain. Our lunch....lol...

haha..... I did't really bring my own lunch cus i not feel like want to eat...hehe.....

Hope next time we can do this activity again...haha....how about beach? wow...sound look like good... hehe.... awww...now is raining...i have to off then...

Thanks for viewing ...^^ God bless you

Yo~~~everyone I'm back...hehe

2009-06-11T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hi lovely ones.... =)

... hoho..... since the 1st day of the school holiday, I was busy at many many things...haiZz..
Dunno why the time go so fast , now already second week of the June lo... and just last few days for the school holiday...ish....

But I'm so expecting to my result, hehehehe............

Okie .... I tell you what i busy at

Be a cashier ( Cus my shop is lack of workers , lol , even i asked my friends come and help )

Sport day~~~ *hiahia ( Our church is having Sport day on last Saturday . Wa.....My legs........lol..... of cus i got practise before the Sport day , but very last minute..haizz.. So cause me after runing my muscle get pained....=X)

So after strongly run of cus need to rest...haha..so i rest at home for 3 days or more

Living Camp ( Our church organize the living camp for youth.)

Climbing Mountain ( wa.....me also very expecting to this , we will go climbing on this coming Saturday. ) wa....seem like my holidays full of activity of exercise...haha....

Today i feel so good , cus during our camp we learnt how to design a website like blog and so on. Be a designer also need a good manner and attitude . As a designer we must have creativity and inslight ( suggestion from our teacher who teach us to design website.)

I dunno most of them understand or not , but for me ,I'm understood cus I'm one of student of ICT...haha.....at least i know whats software , hardware , systems and blablabla.....

haha.... But its interesting , and its good to know too...... better than you stay at home doing nothing during this bored holiday.... xD

Then 2moro camp is about how to create a fantastic music from computer software...wa.... like we are learning technology of computer.... haha..xD

Nvm...just stay with the presence of God.... =)

Oops~~~~ =O my nasal mucus(is it "bi ti" called nasal mucus?=X) is always droping out of control ..lol.... non-stop...haiZzz...i think i'm getting sick.... i'm ill...=( get cold..... So pray for me , hope i can be healed soon... ^^

Hmm....i want to ask , How is your holidays ? Fun ? Boring ? or no feeling? haha....

Whatever your holiday good or bad, just take enough rest and get ready for our studies...=)hehe......

Wa......now already so late.....time go to bed...hehe....

So , Thanks for viewing ah... ^^

God Bless you =)

Oww..... The last exam week.....>_>

2009-05-25T03:44:00.000-07:00

Finally this is the last week for the mid-year examination....
phew......

Last friday just have Bio paper test,
ah.... first time lah i having this kind of test....
because our class dun have essay section part before.....
@_@''' Dunno can get A or not.... scare scare nie.....
No!! I must have confident!!! I can get A... ^^
hehe

Then Last wednesday is Sejarah paper.... =='''
lol...... paper 2 so hard.... The time is set about 2 hour +
but i done the paper within 10~15minute nia... haizzz...
Of cus have essay ..... =( i can't write anything.....
T.T

then next day is Bahasa paper...
still ok for me , cause i can write 350+ words ...... hopefully i can write over 350+ words ....
then hopefully can pass......
>.<

Then today is ICT paper , still ok but i target it as A. @.@.... huhu
then 2moro will have P.moral and BC paper..... wa....moral.....
Have to memorise those nilai la..... @.@
so pray for me ah..... hope my result can get excellent work than before....

cause i wish to change class..... hehe....

ok .... i done here 1st....
thanks for view

I hear the sound from the heaven...

2009-05-14T08:47:00.000-07:00

The sound ,
Lifting my eyes look at the sky.

The Sky,
very beautiful that i can always looking it.

The Cloud,
have a wonderful shape, like the angels dancing.

The Light,
shimmer shining place to place.

Its so wonderdul,
Its so fantasy,
like miracle just on my front.

I feel the presence of praise ,
the holy sound from the sky.

I hear a voice like angels singing , from the sky.
from the heaven.

I could not explain how is the feeling ,
but , likely similar to happiness, and so on.

Not Sad ,
you can even smile at the moment,
No worries,
you can settle down all the worries,
Not fear,
you are not fear all the things,
No blame,
Cause you're loving everyone.

I can't mention such as Great things,
such as happniess,
such as a blessing.

You look at sky you will know it.
It brings you hope.

We are blessed,
Cause the Sun every early morning raise up for us.
So great we can live another new day.

He raise up the sun for us,
He let us still can breath it.

Dun forget these Majesty's Gift,
This is the grace of his love,
His mercy.....

When i saw this,
I shall receive peace.

and I face everydays by using smile,
use the faith which he give to me.
^^
continue my real life ,
the pureness,
clean,
and happy.

Thanks to our Almight God.

"hehe.... hope you like it.... Smile always o..^^
I done here liao....take care ya''

muaks...... =P

Must Try Hard....

2009-05-12T08:17:00.000-07:00

Owwww..... Today I was sat the Add-Math and Physics test...

Haizz....-_______________-'''

so hard ba......

I though it will be easy.....

haizz...nevermind....

still got Chemistry and Biology....

Must get A this time....

hehe....

Tomorrow going to have Chinese Paper 2 test....

owww.... Dunno it difficult or not...scare scare...hehe

Its ok..... I will pray.... xD haha

hope i can pass the paper 2 then ok liao...

my Sej and BM ah..... >.<

I"m so nervous about it...........

Haizzzz....May god bless me.....

hehe

Few days ago i take photograph by using good quality camera...haha..."Jiam Ba Bo Su Juo"

hehe...

My sis help me to take it.....

next time is my turn to help her take it...haha....

Here is some photo shoot.....

Still got many photos kok...

at my file...haha ...xD

too many can't upload all ...

My Facebook got more further photo , you can go and see...

ok..i done here...

time for sleep liao...hehe....

2moro sit exam ah....>.<

May God bless you all.... =)

A child

2009-05-01T09:36:00.000-07:00

Today i went to civil centre for youth ...
that was so wonderful , i heard so many new song that i never heard before..
every song touch my heart....

and also , its my 1st time to join this.....
that feeling , i never have it before....

the pressence of spirit ,
the sound from the praise...
the people sang out with heart......

and i always be filled by his spirit....

As the moment , i think ...
i saw many young people give praise and worship ,

how longer it will be?
is it forever we will do this ?

with a true heart?
with a thankful heart?
with a real heart?

To god , i'm sorry ,
I'm sorry i always left behind you,
you had gave me your word,
you had told me ,
you have answered me,
but , what am i doing now ?
doing nothing ?

I feel regret ?
I feel sad?

nope.... nope at all....
i won't feel sad unless you leave me..

so , i have to call my soul ,
call my body ,
call my mind,
and be awake in every second.....

this is what i can do.....
for the "deeper" things. or hard things..
i lift it to you....

Cause , i can't do it ,
you can do it...

I need you lord...
Let all of this be my prayer...
i cry out....
with my pureness heart...

as a child....
asking for help...

lord...i know you will help me...... "i not trying to type this to tell all of you i'm surffing"
nope...it won't be

just as i want to "thank" god...

Thank you lord..... take care all of our life...
thank you anoiting me...
and lead me step by step....
and i could see it....

you have the plans for me......
I dun want lost it..... lord.....forgive me.....
Like a Daniel....
just as you said....

i want to be like him.....
his life , his heart.... i will learn.....

Lord , look at me ,
I had get rid of many things....
while you teaching me..... telling me...

how wonderful is it ,
how great is it,
how good is it,

because you be my side....
never leave me.....

how mercy is it,
just you love me so much..... and

I'm blessed ....
Thank you lord.....never faint again...cause i will be awake anytime...
let this promise ,
save in our heart and mind....

Lord ... Thank you

haha..pai seh ah.... such a long time did't post

2009-04-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

pai seh ah...i forget to update my photo
that hari sukan that day and others...haha... pai seh..... now very busy o.... ZZzz next time 1st

wow..... I'm get addicted with Biology experiment...haha

2009-04-23T04:45:00.000-07:00

This is my first time to do experiment in this year....lol
haha.....but nevermind....

Just enjoy it....hehe^^
We carried the experiment to expose or study the diagram of the onion cell and cheek cell.

I very enjoy it ...^^ when i touch the apparatus...lol....
not la.... I won't that "bian tai"...haha

So i study the cell...
1st , you have to cut a part of the onion skin , a small piece one...not too big la...if you want also can...
then , put in the top of the mirror or glass , then add some distill water .

afterthat , take another small piece of glass which is very thin one...so have to take good care of it.... then , put upon the onion skin .

Later , prepare the filter paper , then add some iodine to the side of the small glass , then it will flow slowly into the onion skin .

Finally , put in the Microscope then study it...

so wonderful haha.... that cell shape and the cell wall....
then we do the cheek cell too , it does not have fixed shape but have nuclues as well.

ya...thats all after the experiment , hope at the future still can do alot of experiment ....wow

so exciting... haha.... well , Science is interesting... Calculation also ..haha...for add math.

hehe.... well.. May god bless my studies .... ^^

thats all ..... hehe^^ May God bless you too....
Smile always ya.... =)

The black cloud is near to us , but after the heavy rain , Rainbow is appear..

2009-04-21T05:36:00.000-07:00

I notice that every evening will have a heavy rain nowadays....

The black cloud is cover all the places, the thunders storm everywhere....
In the moment i feel not comfortable... and worry...

look at the sky , the black cloud is moving...
and the "small" rain is droping ....

After that , it was raining.......

I recall back in my mind ,
i remember that a teacher tell us about the rain....

"why the sky will raining frequently...?" Teacher said.

In science we know that is it a process of something something ...( i forget) the water evaporation become cloud , and the water vapour gains together and fell down..
its rain.......

but , for God , what is the truth ?
Teacher said , God want to clean the world by raining......
like wash away the sin.....
because all around the world , seem like full of darkness and many weaknesses and even evil man...violence had spread everywhere...

many people is surffing from the diseases , and yet , also surffing from the sinful life....

Why it would be like that ?
I dunno ,
But God know it.....

I readed the bible... "The story of creation"
I know that the whole world is made by God , even human being.
But after many days, the people start become very evil ...
and the God was very dissapointed to man , so He tried to destroy all the living things, in the sky and in the land... all being will destroy completely by the flood... The flood as high as the highest mountain...

But , He saved Noah and his family ... just God said he was the only good man of his time . He live in fellowship with God.
So He built a big boat that can keep about many animals.....
Seven days later the flood came. All the floodgates of the sky were opened, the rain fell on the earth for forty days and nights.

So , If we keep doing the wrong thing and sin,then we will get punishment ,
and after that hows the God feel ...
But , God had promise us . He said never again will all living beings be destroyed by a flood ; never again will a flood destroy the earth .

So, he put the bow in the sky and clouds , just as a sign of the promise .
Raimbow is formed.... That is the sign of the promise which God making to all living beings.

Since that day i recieve Chirst , i try to get rid of sin or whatever... Just be a pure child that God love.

And it have another meaning here , When the dark storm come over it, it just like as we get very difficult thing in our life . But dun give up , you have to look over it , you look for the peace after the heavy rain. Our church got a song , thats very nice song and its meaningfull...about the after rain .

So , dun be cheated by the black cloud , we still have the peace after the storm.... just though the storm no wonder how hard is it.... and dun forget God will help us and bring us... ^^

wa.... i write so long...haha...
and hope all of you will get what i mean...
thanks for viewing my blog anyway... ^^

May god bless you ...

Give me a spiritual life

2009-04-20T06:21:00.000-07:00

ah..... mum at KL now...
so i have to take care myself.... ZZz

Sometime i did't eat , cause i did't go "da bao" haha...
so i just cook mee lo as my dinner.... then tonight i cook some vegetable and egg..haha
simply eat la.... delicious than outside food...hehe

Sometime will feel alone , but actually i'm not alone , cause i got many angels accompany me and his Holy Spirit are surround me.... i'm in protect by his blood ...

When i call out His name, he will come my place and accompany me as well...
haha... you will ask how you know it.... hehe...
This is my faith .... and i got confident... i believe that my Saviour will save me...and keep me safe.... look after me....

Thanks to him and Praise his name... cause he take care of me....
^^

and I should awake in second... Because I want He be my partner... in my life...
so i should awake.... and don't doing nothing in my life.... i should gives out my love to others...
often pray to others.. and my family as well...
So .... We should awake since now.... Cause we are live in darkness world... but dun worry...
His Glory of light will always shine to us....

This is my life , i pray for spiritual life... cause this is my desire.... i decide to follow him...
and spread the good news to all the nation by His holy name.... and tell to among the people the truth... all the people will turn to him....^^

anyways.... my mum is coming back to kuching.... so far i can eat my dinner in correct time...haha...

anyway..may god bless you... ^^

你的恩赐

2009-04-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

感谢主，今天是我第一次来上音乐班....hehe
刚到教会时，我还以为会较少人来报名，那里知道也来也多....
haha....
然后我们先作祷告先，对神说感谢。
过后就上一些课程,theory.......

教会规定只有四样乐器可以学，那就是 Bass , Guitar , Piano and Drum...
哇，惊讶的是很多人都要去学鼓，guitar 也很多，piano也很多...wa....

bass才五个年轻人学...haha....

我......haha.... 当然学piano lo..... 这是我的心愿...hehe.....

愿这些年轻人包或我，都带着正确的心态来学音乐，不是为了只是想来学而已或想炫耀什么，让我们的心是谦卑的。希望以后的我们能来事奉主,来荣耀神的名.....^^

愿主保守我们的心，我们的灵，让我们心里是一心一意事奉主的。

愿你平安，主耶稣爱你。

Since today sanctify....

2009-04-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

今天，我领圣餐，但是我觉得我没有及格去领，因为我是那样的罪人........

从那天到现在,

经过了许多风风雨雨。
到最后才知道，
才警醒,
才会懂得珍惜，
才后悔。

这一切是否来不及了？
他离开我了吗？
我似乎已完全被攻击了？
我离弃他了吗？
这样不圣洁的我，还能回到他的身边吗？

因他的慈爱，怜悯与恩典.....
让我得救，能活在这地上.....
完全是因为他
....

但是，我却依然的违背他的旨意，不听他的话，蒙蔽自己的眼睛，犯了错，失去承偌。
觉得我已经.......

但是，他不但没离开过我，
反而还祝福我，教导我，不离弃我，

他在我身上要做美好的旨意,
他不看我做过什么，他只在乎我会不会回来他的身边,

所以我选择,

我选择作回那单纯的小孩,永远听他的话.

从今天起，当我领圣餐，心里要明亮，圣洁与悔改.......
在我里面永远有他的宝血，身体....

让我仍得救恩之乐.....

这一切完全是他，因为他....

The Greatest Sacrifice.....

Although sometime feel alone , but.....

2009-03-31T06:31:00.000-07:00

ah......the time is so fast.....
nearly April already .....
.........................
............
..........
.......
......
.....
..
Suddenly
I have nothing to say.......
because i'm thinking ,
i'm so miss my family...........

All of them went to other place .....

when i sit down , and look around ....
the room look like so empty....

At this moment ,
tears start to filled up....
and heartbreak.....

But ....

Someone's hands was touch my heart ,
He whisper me ,
and telling me i'm not alone ,
because he said he will stay with me ....

and bless to them .....

So ,
I know ,
I know i stil live in happiness....
because i did't lost all of them
especially the high above of glorious ,
The greatest of love ,
and his grace has found me.....

一群上帝的小孩

2009-02-25T05:29:00.000-08:00

wa.....真是不一样，原来上课时主都会与我们同在。^^

我们约好了今天，大家来一起来查经....

在学校我还以为没有时间来查经，或者没有心来查经，其实不是的，我发现原来我们一直在分享上帝的话语。让每一天都充满了耶稣. ^^

因为今天体育老师没有来，所以我们就希望能用这短短的时间来亲近上帝，来欢唱上帝的爱。

也希望我们能影响周围的人，让上帝的话与爱都进入他们的心扉。也希望上帝喜悦我们这孩子。

我们身为上帝的孩子，我们要勇敢，有智慧，大胆的畅扬上帝的爱。。让那还在地上的孩子们得于认识神,也得救.

虽然只是几个小经文，但是在我们心里要有上帝的话语。

这是美，在上帝的眼中是美.

希望上帝会看顾我身边的朋友，包或你。

有一句话出于我朋友，他说神可以很突然间的把一切人都收回去。
不管我们那时是在学校里读书，还是在家里，还是在马路上走路.......
但是，我要说，如果我还没有向主认罪还是什么，到时我该怎样去面对他。

所以，我们应当天天祷告，不住的祷告，向救主说对不起。希望上帝会原谅我们。

感谢主让我们能一起分享上帝的话语，这一切都是上帝的恩典。主啊！感谢你为我按排你所喜悦的朋友给我认识。让我们这些孩子们一起奔向你那里。也求主看顾一些孩子们，因为他们很孤单，需要你爱浇灌他们的心。也求主让我们有爱世人的心，因为他们需要关怀与扶持。

My desire is to see they are saved and happy

2009-02-23T06:06:00.000-08:00

Thanks God , my 2nd sis and bro go sunday service with me and mum...thanks God !!!

Hope God will bless them ... and although they still dun wanna be christian yet , but i will belive that god will save them......

And also , when they go KL for studies , or facing something thats diffcult or hard then feel sad .. God will touch them heart and they will remind that still got a place that are fill with god's love ... and let the healer heal their heart ... amen ^^

SO ,
Last Sunday we go eat sushi at spring there ...

Summer sushi , right ? i dunno their name.. hehe-.-!!! me and sis taking photo...

This is my bro.... hehe....

Wa , still wanna continue eat .... huhu.....

So , i'm so happy can see them go to church with us , maybe thats nothing to them but , i will know at the future they will come back to Jesus christ... amen...^^

任何柔落，任何冲突，让爱化为无有。

2009-02-19T04:47:00.000-08:00

Today , i'm not moody at all , can talk and laugh , like last time.... but i dunno why my heart like trying remind me something ...? Although my mood were very happy but my heart like very unhappy ...
Is it my soul wanna tell me something ? i suddenly feel wanna pray now ....
My heart are very uncomfortable , Just feel that wanna let someone touch my heart again....
Sometime will feel wanna cry , but i'm not that sad ?!
Sometime will feel wanna smile , but i'm not that happy ?! =(
Sometime will feel wanna scold people , but i'm not that angry ?!
Like i can't say out the meaning , can't explain well even...

Actually I'm not that unhappy or sad today... just feel that got something are left behind me...?!
Maybe , i need love .... from the one who always look after me....
I want to be thankful , cause everything are surround me , all the things are very perfect.
Cause all of these are given by him..."My saviour"~~~~~~~~~~
Although thats somethings are not very good , not very well or not very perfect , but for me ,i enough for this...i'm very pleasure for this..... cause all the things are given by him , so i feel very satisfy ...

Although im lost many things , like now i'm living with my mom and brother sister only.... Is unhealthy family ...but I did't blame anyone , i did't blame my life , i did't blame my family ..and many more.... And I'm live in happiness and safely at his hand.
I just blame myself , i blame myself why i'm always look like stupid , always let him be hurted...
So i'm very sorry ...I"m regret what i did before...... but he tell me , "You're still my child , who always sing the song for me listening." Hope i can be that child.... a pure one....
I dun want always to be a ugly child or complicated child or not the pure and not the cute one.....

I just want in his eyes i'm the good one,pure one and cute one.... always listen to him and obey all the things he told .

Erhmm..thats all....i stop at here............
and thanks god always give me the better one .... i love you jesus...

May god bless u and love u too.....stay happy and healthy ...^^

Moody ?

2009-02-18T05:32:00.000-08:00

Is it me today moody ? =(
erhmm.... maybe...i not sure.... cus i dun feel like to laugh today....
Some of you would ask me why ? i just say no... or nothing ...
Cus i really dun have that mood to explain , just sorry to you all...
maybe i will be fine soon , hope so....
hmmm me really nothing .... just felt that very tired or what ?!
or maybe i'm thinking something , thinking of someone?.....
hmm, yes , i thinking of someone , even somebody....
1st , i came to school , is thinking of god... i really did a wrong to him.... i'm lost the promise , but i know god is mercy , god will forgive me again .....
and at the future i dun simply do any false or wrongs... cause i very like him" My saviour"....
2nd , i keep it as secret..... thats something about friendship... hmm... maybe , Cause i dunno why i'm so care about it......
hmmm.... i think i'm fine here , Cause i still can eat and talk ... So , dun worry me so much , and I'm sorry if i bring any worries to you....

Ok , thats all for today .... May god bless u abundantly...
keep smiling ^^

HaHa.... Happy Valentine Day...^^

2009-02-17T02:33:00.000-08:00

ah.... 你们"yai yai" 啊!

被我们拍到了,还不承认?!! hehe....没有啦，只是作弄你们，因为我们大家都是单身嘛...哈哈

那天不爽没收到巧克力,然后闷过头就来拍你们...

hehe..... 不好意思 ne.....

没有啦，你们都是一起演过戏叻...Prince and Princess bo..... 这是给你们的专辑照片...hehe....

不错的背影嘛..... haha......

然而这是我送给你们的情人节礼物..... ^^

愿我们的友谊都是如此的亲密....上帝安排我们来一起做一辈子的朋友... hehe....愿上帝都听你们的祷告 ..Amen..... ^^

虽然单身，但是我们都是上帝的孩子，我们的另一半都是上帝的.....

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YO man!! ^^

Pray To God

2009-02-15T07:22:00.000-08:00

Today, i like last time go to church ....
finally i can see our pastor and church members ....
then , we sing and praise ... all of us were very happy....

after that , we bow down our knee and start to pray...
Pastor was saying something , and the few words were very touch my heart ....
"Dun blame others people , Just Blame Ourself !, asking for forgiveness from our god..."
ya....thats too many thing we can blame to others... but why ? why blame to others? why dun blame ourself?
I got my reason to blame myself , then i start to cry..... cause i did't do well .....
i did't do properly , and i just leave it there.... So , i'm asking for forgiveness from god ....

hope i can come back , come forward Jesus.....
Be a humble person .... Cause we still make a lot of sin and false...... if dun changed , god will leave us ...... So we must ask for forgiveness from god....
then , we will remain child of god and live in happiness...
Must be serious.....dun just leave it ..... its very important....

After all , then i heard the news that very bad...
then i shocked... and very sad.....
cause this is the first time i heard... why will like that ? T.T
Hope Pastor will be fine.... God take care of him......
bless to him and heal his voice.... amen.....

We must pray to our pastor , our spiritual father.... God will hear our prayer...

Hi~~~ everyone..... I"m newbie here =S

2009-02-11T05:57:00.000-08:00

YoYo..... This is my second time to create blog...haha...
but still dun have that skill to design a nice blog...hehe....
so... pai seh ah if my blog is too "nb"...hehe
right now i dun have much time to desgn 1st...so wait me got free time ah..
then chat with me o or give me some idea o....
May God Bless U ^^