Time is packed

Hi everyone , I’m doing retrieval to my blog become more active status ..haha

Before that , I was so busy with my works that consist of school works(homework) ,scout activities , and other things that make me so dizzy.

Meanwhile , I had completed my examination “ UT1” . I”m always study at home because I decided to get more better result. Fortunately , I’m really get a better result in UT1. First , I’m so rarely to pass my bm paper , this time , I get 61 %. I think this time is more easy , must pass it because it just consist of summary and some structure question about novel. Maybe my bm language has improved? I hope so ^^ haha

Then , my English also improved , just a little but better than not. I think I get grade C in English paper , still bad and weak , because I’m aiming to get grade A or A+ in SPM . Because I had found my foundation university. Haha^^ Not sure but already got that figures and direction , the path to my studies.

Here I suggest some which I want to take the courses.

Biotech , Biochemistry , medicine , nursing? , pharmacy, doctor? Wah.. xD , and more.

But have to see my result first , But I decide to take the course so my result must excellent.

In the other hand, I think I’ll not study form 6 , but still considering, because some course is required STPM…hmmm …maybe I’ll get foundation but have to leave from kuching…=( and my car is so waste..xD

Then , during my UT1 , some of my subject is getting weak , like BC and Math, argh….. I’m depressed with my Math , = = careless lend to bad result ..I’ll remember this. Also , have to skip the question if you dunno how to do it.

Furthermore , one thing make me so happy and shock, I dunno why this time I get so good ….

My bio , 90% O.O …when I get my paper , my mind is empty , and whole the body soft up… xD

The most make me so shock is , I’m the second get good result in bio in form 5 , the first one is 95%. Lol….

It very console to me , and makes me more confident to study…

Not getting pride , but going more further , and better result.

This coming PS1 , I must maintain and improve all my subjects. So pray for me. And I have the confident I can do it.

Because faith connect to success.. XD walk in faith..^^

I think time arrangement is important now , got the time to study , rest and do homework , if not we will waste the whole day. Everytime i lazy because did't arrange the time , so many thing goes mess.

ok thats all for today , pray for me ya haha....may god bless you...i go off byebye....

Please pray for Our country , our Malysia .为我们的国家祷告

Do you know that ?
Our country have the first case that the churches have been destroyed by explosive bomb.
Its very serious case , It can lead to dead and bring harm to many peoples especially Church member our brothers and sisters.
Once I heard I get shocked and depressed. And worry about them safely or not.
Hope that there is no one at the building when the explosive occur.

Please pray for our country ,
Pray that the men will stop they violence and destruction ,
Pray that Our God will save them for those who in the danger,
Pray that Our brothers , sisters and Pastors are safely and secured by our Lord,
Pray that the demon will go away from the men In the Jesus name ,
Pray that numerous of Christian should bewared and pray hard,
Pray that our brothers and sisters will not leave God and hold His hand tightly,
Pray that there is no one will be harm and they will surrounded by angels,
and pray for your family for those who study at west Malaysia.

Please beware of this ,
I dun know what else I can do but I know I can pray for them , this is only I can help , and this the most help to them.
and also ask for forgiveness because the human like us always do something bad.... repent sincerely .

I dunno what else will happen at the future...
I dunno where else they gonna to boom...
I dunno why they want to do this...
But I just know , Our Lord , will help us and bring peace to us.....
Maybe that is another case happen along the path of future ,
the God's path,
I dun mind , i dun care , I just hold His hand tightly....
walk in faith..... We are always peace....
After the cloudy rain , the rainbow will appear and the light of hope delighting all of us..

2010 Our new Hope

Yuhooo Guys......... So far this has been our new year 2010..haha...feel happy and excited ?
haha... ofcouse..... Got new clothes to wear...haha....
Sorry I post it lately.... because I was busy ( busy again..haha... What am i doing?) XD

Hmm....Today is Open School Day...haha..... Also ~ Is my lovely sister birthday...xD haha...
No wonder I'm so nervous or what.... I suddenly wake up at 3 something...lol... I dunno why would like that....ok forget about it.... Normally i wake up at 5 something...haha.... 1st day mah.... Have to prepare and dress up...xD
Then , Go to school as usual .
The sitting plan already done by Florence....
and i sit with Isabella.... haha...... what a good seat there.... Maybe it benefit to me because She is very hard work ...haha...soon I'll become Book worm...wow....

Ok, Funny thing is when the moment we known that our BM teacher is Cikgu Nozzy(Is it write like this? haha) We all shout and getting mad..... All felt so depress ....
Fortunately , the BM teacher wasn't Cikgu Nozzy....haha....Is other teacher.... maybe is new teacher or what....erhmm...
Then , After School we go Pizza Hut for Bian's Birthday ....
Fool everywhere.......xD
Because All of us were playing "True or Dare"
What a funny day today ==
All of our secret was published today....lol......

Anyway , just please with them and have alot of fun...^^
and done something bad lah..... so waste the food.... hmmm..... Because the "mixed" food , hmm not food la.... semi-Liquid...haha.....for the "Dare" those who choose dare...haha....

Lastly , I want to say that we have to studyhard from now loh.... Although thats still early...but for me is not enough...== !!! haha....anyway..... Put more effort on our studies....Very Very important now...haha.....
Remember , Laziness kill your future.... Its real...>.< xD
Ok ...May God bless you.... =D have a nice day

再见了我的2009

Erhmm....要怎么开始呢 Erhmm.. How to start my post...
ERhmmm.....erhmmm.......

好吧 ! 就写我曾经在2009 经过的风风雨雨吧 ! Ok ! Write about my experience in the year 2009 !

(我用华语写,因为我觉得我英文还没到家...haha. I write in Chinese because I know my English is not that good enough...haha)

我说这一年会是个新的开始，新的体验和新的突破当那时才刚刚进入2009.是的，我各人觉得那时的我才觉醒。奇怪？为什么我才醒。因为那时我觉得我过得很麻木。所以才有下定决心要从新开始，做回我自己。E.....好像讲我在2008年过得很惨!错的，并非如此。哈哈...不过说真的有一段时间我过得很麻木，不知对和错，也不晓得自己做过了什么，现在想起来还觉得自己有点愚昧。往事不谈了，何必在自己的伤口撒盐呢？哈哈....好像讲到有一段很浪漫的爱情这样?== 我各人是不会浪漫的啦，浪漫的爱有点假。哈哈....什么歪理== ... 但是我觉得浪漫是一种气氛，难到爱是讲究气氛的吗？哈哈不管啦...重点不在这!haha

2009年，给了我不少回忆，不只回忆而已，还给了我很多很多.....当中有起，有落，譬如高潮和低潮。但是这回的低潮可不像往年那样的消极了。虽然有时很难过，但是难过时总提醒自己要"醒".有时真的要低一下，为什么？不是kek emo la...aduh.... 就算你是 King of Emo or Queen of emo 你还是得要活啊！竟然活了为什么不干脆活得开心一点。真是现代的青少年。我曾经也emo过不少，但是真的很浪费时间，倒不如想一些快乐的事让自己兴奋一下，给自己希望。发生一些事你静一下，那还可以。但是有时事情发生了还难笑一下的，但是别丢掉你的笑容。因为圣经说喜乐的心 ，乃是良药。忧伤的灵 ，使骨枯干。箴17:22
话说回来，有时低一下还是需要的，但这是积极的低落。低落一下是为了让自己反省一下，有时还得要认真。因为反省一下你自己做过了什么，有时做错了你也不懂，也可以说自我检讨。另一方面是让自己静一下，因为有时玩过头也不太好，生活有时也该认真。
还有很多很多的解释，但，另一个的是，静一下也是让自己有时间好祷告。这你也该懂的。

Eh...怎么说了远了...哈哈....其实要说我的经验的确很长，写到现在只是写到自己领悟到什么。其实我要说的是不管你有多么的不好的往年，让那过去的都成为过去，放下心中那个绊脚石，或是一个刀，要勇敢得把它拔起来，让那个伤有机会复原。这样你眼前的雾就会散掉，自己醒了过来，做回你原来的自己，可能这会是个试探而已，看你自己要胜过还是不要。不只快快乐乐的做自己，还要把你这份从黑暗走出来的生命，努力和勇敢转给你身边的人，让他们也能够胜过这个考验，也能够成为人家的祝福。当你看到人家因此快乐，你就会知道真正的快乐在你心中......
收拾那泪水的书包，预备好自己的心和心灵来踏入新的一年吧！愿你有个平安的一年，也开始你快乐的旅程。愿上帝大大赐福与你....^^ May you have a full of peace and happy year. May God bless you abundantly.... ^^Jesus loves you

When I'm calm

Yesterday just over not longer ago...
But I'm still here ...
Meanwhile the night still young , but the day already old.
Moonlight slightly shine in the dark , like the mood slightly down and darker and darker.
The rain drops in the silent , like the tears drop from the sky.
Thunders roar in the cloud , like the spoke in roar.
Melody softly transmit from Audio device , like the words transmit to me.
Song lyric display front of me , like the speech between Him and me.

All the sudden , come suddenly
The words still delighting my heart, just like ask me "Don't give up"
I just feel want to calm a while , not emotion , just want to think back what am i did wrong against Him.
Not blaming myself .... just checking myself what i had neglect ...
Feel indifferent?
No , I tell myself not !
but the lowest point of Spirit in fire is indifferent...
I'm almost there.... However still a slightly hope there....
the small flame burn in tiny...
Hopefully still a small flame in my heart....
What cause me lost the fire?
Nothing cause me , just me did't put some "coal" to let it burn it up...
And i dun wanna let the promise be empty at the end of....
I still want to keep the promise , let me carry on....
My heart pain when He is worry....
Its the time sleep in His shoulder... and rest in peace....

My blog almost dead!! >_> But still alive =P

Sorry my dearest friends ,

I was on my busy days...
The days goes too fast that i can't follow up...
Cause some of my stuff left behind and accumulated.
Not even that my spirit and body was tired...
Because of my body exhausted , many things goes wrong and make lots of mistake .
However I still stay strong not matter how tired was it...
Just sound like pretend but i can tell you the truth...
In other hands , I still keep going and going....
It may change me a lot or been transformed completely ( I hope so) ^^
All of this just the initial , I dunno how it will lead me....
But , just one word , delighting my sorrowful heart, "Stay strong"...
How powerful of this word gives me? a hope? because of Him who tell me in whisper when i was down..
It just a normal say just as who ever talk to me..
But, Its something difference among the speech..
Because just what He say, full of secure and not a lie...
And I'm sure that and believe He words are the best medicine of healing...
And I'm been healed everyday , every second...
And a successful Transformation just begun in my life... a long life process...
I had gains many good things , it will be part of my pathway to my future....
What thing change me a lot? even cause transformation? haha...lets check my next new post...hehe.... keep in touch ya^^
May God bless you all...for sure ^^

Almost Done.....

wa..... now already Wednesday ....and still got 4 subject exam to go....huhu...
just want to say " finally" !!! haha....
Hope this time can get a good result... better than before...hehe.... xP
ok...let you ppl see something....so cute one...xD
haha....cute le.....