任何柔落，任何冲突，让爱化为无有。

Today , i'm not moody at all , can talk and laugh , like last time.... but i dunno why my heart like trying remind me something ...? Although my mood were very happy but my heart like very unhappy ...
Is it my soul wanna tell me something ? i suddenly feel wanna pray now ....
My heart are very uncomfortable , Just feel that wanna let someone touch my heart again....
Sometime will feel wanna cry , but i'm not that sad ?!
Sometime will feel wanna smile , but i'm not that happy ?! =(
Sometime will feel wanna scold people , but i'm not that angry ?!
Like i can't say out the meaning , can't explain well even...

Actually I'm not that unhappy or sad today... just feel that got something are left behind me...?!
Maybe , i need love .... from the one who always look after me....
I want to be thankful , cause everything are surround me , all the things are very perfect.
Cause all of these are given by him..."My saviour"~~~~~~~~~~
Although thats somethings are not very good , not very well or not very perfect , but for me ,i enough for this...i'm very pleasure for this..... cause all the things are given by him , so i feel very satisfy ...

Although im lost many things , like now i'm living with my mom and brother sister only.... Is unhealthy family ...but I did't blame anyone , i did't blame my life , i did't blame my family ..and many more.... And I'm live in happiness and safely at his hand.
I just blame myself , i blame myself why i'm always look like stupid , always let him be hurted...
So i'm very sorry ...I"m regret what i did before...... but he tell me , "You're still my child , who always sing the song for me listening." Hope i can be that child.... a pure one....
I dun want always to be a ugly child or complicated child or not the pure and not the cute one.....

I just want in his eyes i'm the good one,pure one and cute one.... always listen to him and obey all the things he told .

Erhmm..thats all....i stop at here............
and thanks god always give me the better one .... i love you jesus...

May god bless u and love u too.....stay happy and healthy ...^^