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Today is 31/8 ah...haha.....but me go Bako National Park for relaxation with church friends .=) hehe......
Felt so good , can obtain fresh air oxygen...haha...... may get heathly then...=D
we climbed the mountain and walk along the path to reach the high place and have a sight of picturesque view...
Thats SO BEAutiful !!!! The sky , the sea , the sand and the rock all is so beautiful... And I was 1st time have a look at the high place there....then see the wonderful and beautiful sight.... the God's creation.... =)
Also, I felt happy can hang out with my church friends....=) the child of God..... hehe....
then thats around 3.00+ pm gua...then we back to kuching city...
then go "cheng ji" eat lunch ....so delicious la the ma la mee....haha..... but sigh ...cus me get ill ah....eat the food without taste.... T.T wanna cry...haha
then...afterthat...go back home lu.....
very very feel thankful and happy because can go out with them....and again I make many new friends...haha...thanks God...=)

Afterthat , my sis and I go out eat dinner with daddy....
cause daddy want to see my sister...and have a gathering a while...
My sis this wednesday go back to Kl lu.....time goes so fast.... so must "zhen xi" our family ah....
If not then just like a mist.......

So miss my brother , and 2nd sister them.....dunno hows them...
i heard my bro got many assignment to do , i heard my sister is lack of income......
May god bless them .....
just felt some worries about their life......

Dunno when they can go church with me?
Dunno when they can come and share the God's love?
Dunno when their soul can be saved?
Dunno when they can live in peaceful and happiness life....?
Dunno when ? Dunno when? we can go to heaven together at the end of the earth.....
Maybe they still dunno....maybe not yet....maybe have to wait.....
But ...... God tell me must confident....must have faith...from my prayer....then One day all these will happend.....amen!!!

Thats some word deep in my heart....
"I wish my family can come and before our Lord.... we pray together... we serve together...we praise together...... "
Thats my desire...and I think thats most happiness thing for the christians....

Even my friends.....I also wait for the day come......wait the dream come true.......

their souls are important to me.....

may God listen my prayer......
thats all...2moro have to go school liao...
byebye......God bless you =)

We like a mist

wow..... feel like I'm very active to my blog now..haha... =)

anyway.... just hope all of you like it...^^

Today is Sunday, so i went to church for Sunday service.....

Today's message very touch my heart...... the title is "A mist"....
Our life just as a mist.....like a smoke..... very soon will disappear from the earth.
At the moment , What are we doing..?
Scolding someone ?
Blame to someone?
Hurting someone?
Hate to someone?

Yesh..many time we are doing these ....but we never think that if that people who you scolded or hurted will suddenly disappear in your life, then
What can we do? Still got chance ask him or her for forgiveness ?
How you want to tell him or her a word sorry?
Not only this, If that person you did't really love so much like parents or friends, then, when you want to love your parents and friends? 2moro? next week ? next month? next year? even no next .... How you know He/She got many next day? Don't you sure today He/She will not happen anything?? It will suddenly disappear in your life,after that, how you called him/her 's name he/she still can't come back anymore.... how you cry...how you sad.....how you disappoint... he/she also can't come back anymore.....If that's a miracle, then , that's God want you love him/her more....

When i heard the song, called" a smooth smoke"
I started to cry.....
why i cry?
Cause that's suddenly a sight come into my mind....
That sight is when i 1st time to hug my daddy...
I'm thinking my family....my Mum , my sis, my bro....
That's my sight.....


Maybe God want to tell me dun forget to love your family.....
dun forget to love your friends.....
So , i want to love all the people who surround me....
I want to giving out my love to them...
although my family was broken....
But....He still my daddy...
She still my mum...
They still are my sister and brother....

I want to thanks God cause He let me born at this family....
maybe that's a broken family.....But i know that's God's will.....
He want me to know this feeling.... then I can only talk to them who also experience this ...

Encourage them.....Support them...Tell them that's a love come from the heaven....
That's a love come from Him....
The only love which can comfort our sadness heart....heal our weakness heart....

That's my experience.....my testimony....
So , start to love your family....
although every day look like usual...normal...nothing....
But you still can give out your love.....somehow that's a little love....but God know at least you got try.....

Our life is short like mist.... when the run raise, when the wind blow..the mist will disappear...
the time goes so fast....like now we are right now.....
So , love your family before it disappear in your life....like mist...like smoke.....


Life is entirely in God's hand
Do not be all self-important and self-reliant.
Life is short like a mist
Be humble , obedient and reliant on God's will

Let this mist be carried by the wind of the Spirit
Only then will you know the Lord's will
Must be greatly filled by the Holy Spirit
Only then can you carry out God's Mission.



That's today's message by our pastor =)
thanks for viewing ah.... me now go pack my luggage liao...haha...2moro going melaka...
c ya.... muaks.... xD

You..... my reason to live

hai....Finally Examination was over...yay!!! so happy ?! ok la.... haha
just dunno hows my result .... @_@ kiakia.... =X
then , holiday liao......

Next Monday i'll go Melaka with Church members for joining the gathering....( I forget what gathering liao...haha...but i know got praise and worship =D )
So pray for us ya... let the blood of lamb cover all of us and protect us all the journey.
And also we can see the miracle.

Wow..... I'm felt very happy tonight...haha....
Just now the atmosphere in our church was so high...haha...not high la...is exciting....
Finally He get number 1 lo , then his sister get number 2....wa seh..... So good...haha
and dun forget , all of this is belong to our God... Is glorify His name....
Second, I felt happy too because
My friends they accompany me come to my church for watching the singing competition.
So glad to see them.... =)
hope next time we can come together again and again.... to close our God....

and also , Hope that got help them for those who really need God's love...
Just a expection in my heart...deep in my heart...God knows....
really really ....really really...very pleasure... =)
May God bless you.... you know I'm talking to you..haha...not la..... to everyone de... =)

Friends are part of my life,
they souls are important to me,
they live in darkness its my fault,
they live in peace its my wish,
their happiness Is delighting my life.
their smile Is my potion,
their share the God's love Is my reason to live.

The reappear Rainbow which is colourfull , meaningfull and happiness to your life

You may lost the love of your lover , you may upset about everything.... you may hide in your room and cried..... closing the door of your heart.... your mind full of sorrow..... This hurt will be the part of your memories... start to feel loneliness .... am i right ? you think like lack of something in your life , since that day ? I got this feeling before..... since that day my family..... i closed down my heart and start to blame everyone even myself...These all will be walk through your life , but , think positive, that is some test for you which come from God. God maybe want you growth more brave after this happened, He want to see how you face this problem.....yes after this i know many thing.... when i received Jesus Christ ....He tell me "You have to be more brave , Child , dun let the weakness and sadness overpower to you"....Friend, be fine.... maybe you have to recovery for few days......

You may fails the love from the earth , but God's love never fails......
Dun forget "He" who always look after you , when you cry , He is looking to you....
Pray with your heart .... cry out to the Lord... say that you're my helper......

"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death , I will fear no evil ; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff , they comfort me." Psalms 23 : 4

Come back to him... He want to see you... Cus you're His daughter/Child ....
This may like the heavy rain appear to your life, but after the rain , after this.... the rainbow will appear... Appear to your life...with colourfull , meaningfull and happiness.... =)

Dun forget our Lord.... He loves you so much........He will comfort you.....
and you stil have all of us who around you....
Go friends...we run together , fight together..and till the end we still together...and go together to see our Father in heaven...^^
Dude, come on....I need your helps..... to spread the love of God to those who need our help....
We're not pity...Cus we got our Lord , our family..our friends.... and We are loved by God...
=) cheer up...I'll be your side through the storm.... for no reason but I'm your friend =) and we are Child of God....

The dejection of my heart

Today I like last time go to school.
So nervous , the BI presentation is nearby....

But finally we do the presentation at last ....
Prepare our heart and get ready to present...

Nervous + laughing.... -.-
ok ... nvm then..... but i had said i will dance when playing the MV....
At the contrary , I'm not doing this..lolx....dunno why....
then finally our presentation was done ...yay...

then my classmate take photo there and here..... lolz..... dunno why they get so exiciting...
haha..nvm....they look cute...xD
ok....next , today doesn't have Bio class cus yesterday has been replaced to Add-math lesson.
then we back early lo.....

1st la... i want to say I'm happy ...Cus these thing delight my heart....=)
Cus i can see that they look like child..haha.... so touching sight? haha...whatever la...

then..... the dejection approach all suddenly when i heard the news from my relative's mouth.
Maybe i did't experience this before.... the feeling is so weired... upseting even?!

My 3rd brother-in-law now is at hospital. yea , last time my 1st brother-in-law also get into hospital cause of his disease.

Now , I'm worry about them...... but i choose to pray....
He is not my family or what ....but he is my relative.... is one of my mum's family...
we have to love everyone despite how they hurt you or else
I will pray...... pray for the healing upon to him.....
just as I said... we believe the power of prayer..... So , He will be cure soon i know =)

Thats all..... the dejection will not longer in my heart de la ... haha
just got that bear to pray..... =)

ok...thanks for viewing again.... May god bless you

Refresh me

Just now I went to church for prayer meeting. While on the way to church , I'm thinking of a song in my heart and thats some tears in my eyes @.@!!!....dunno why....not want to cry la... just a accident of peace live in my heart.....

Then later , I sit down lo....
Once the prayer meeting started , I started to cry also .... ~.~

"Lord , please refresh my heart that always loving you more. Refresh my mind that always pure. Refresh my Spritual eyes that always looking for you...... refresh my relationship with you that always in fire with you...."
This is what i want to say indeed.......

I cried.... cried....and cried.... why i'm crying....

because i found that i lost my .... the begins of love.... which the love is........Our relationship ...

Maybe I'm not in fire with you at all.............
Maybe I'm facing the problem...
Maybe I'm sad.... upset about my life....
Maybe.............. maybe........... Maybe ......... i have no burden?!!..........

Why say so?

ya...maybe i have no burden , then gradually , I'm cold down.......
after colded down.... i may lost my direction.......sometime will dunno where am i....

So , just now I prayed , i pray for the fire which come from you.... then please burn it again...

Whats the burden I'm looking for?

finally i found the answer..... I strongly mention it......thats a , good, kind and right burdens....
The burdens which i mention are
My family members.....
My friends....
My relatives and cousins....
and Myself............
and the most important is , the people who surffing , sustaining a painful diseaces , lost their mind and direction , lost the love, have a complicated life , and living in poor situation and more..

Thats alot..... alot of people who have to take care of.....
but i may do nothing for them right now..i cant do anything for them right now....
But in case , I still know ....... I can pray for them.....Thats only i can do for them right now....

ya...try set a burden on our heart..... you may say thats nothing.... dun think too much....dun find yourself troublesome.......or something else....

But.... thats also our reason we pray, right? Don't you did't pray for your parents or your friends?

For me.....
If no pray... equal to no peace....
If no peace equal to no happy....
if no happy equal to upset.....
so , no pray = upset......isnt it ?

Pray for them..... We believe that the power of prayer......
You won't lost anything when you pray ,
you won't be harm when you pray....
on the contrary , you may get the blessing..... you may heal.... you may happy... =)

ok...thats all..... you may not know what i'm saying...... but , pray....

okay liao ... thanks for viewing .... May god bless you