Refresh me

Just now I went to church for prayer meeting. While on the way to church , I'm thinking of a song in my heart and thats some tears in my eyes @.@!!!....dunno why....not want to cry la... just a accident of peace live in my heart.....

Then later , I sit down lo....
Once the prayer meeting started , I started to cry also .... ~.~

"Lord , please refresh my heart that always loving you more. Refresh my mind that always pure. Refresh my Spritual eyes that always looking for you...... refresh my relationship with you that always in fire with you...."
This is what i want to say indeed.......

I cried.... cried....and cried.... why i'm crying....

because i found that i lost my .... the begins of love.... which the love is........Our relationship ...

Maybe I'm not in fire with you at all.............
Maybe I'm facing the problem...
Maybe I'm sad.... upset about my life....
Maybe.............. maybe........... Maybe ......... i have no burden?!!..........

Why say so?

ya...maybe i have no burden , then gradually , I'm cold down.......
after colded down.... i may lost my direction.......sometime will dunno where am i....

So , just now I prayed , i pray for the fire which come from you.... then please burn it again...

Whats the burden I'm looking for?

finally i found the answer..... I strongly mention it......thats a , good, kind and right burdens....
The burdens which i mention are
My family members.....
My friends....
My relatives and cousins....
and Myself............
and the most important is , the people who surffing , sustaining a painful diseaces , lost their mind and direction , lost the love, have a complicated life , and living in poor situation and more..

Thats alot..... alot of people who have to take care of.....
but i may do nothing for them right now..i cant do anything for them right now....
But in case , I still know ....... I can pray for them.....Thats only i can do for them right now....

ya...try set a burden on our heart..... you may say thats nothing.... dun think too much....dun find yourself troublesome.......or something else....

But.... thats also our reason we pray, right? Don't you did't pray for your parents or your friends?

For me.....
If no pray... equal to no peace....
If no peace equal to no happy....
if no happy equal to upset.....
so , no pray = upset......isnt it ?

Pray for them..... We believe that the power of prayer......
You won't lost anything when you pray ,
you won't be harm when you pray....
on the contrary , you may get the blessing..... you may heal.... you may happy... =)

ok...thats all..... you may not know what i'm saying...... but , pray....

okay liao ... thanks for viewing .... May god bless you