A child

Today i went to civil centre for youth ...
that was so wonderful , i heard so many new song that i never heard before..
every song touch my heart....

and also , its my 1st time to join this.....
that feeling , i never have it before....

the pressence of spirit ,
the sound from the praise...
the people sang out with heart......

and i always be filled by his spirit....

As the moment , i think ...
i saw many young people give praise and worship ,

how longer it will be?
is it forever we will do this ?

with a true heart?
with a thankful heart?
with a real heart?

To god , i'm sorry ,
I'm sorry i always left behind you,
you had gave me your word,
you had told me ,
you have answered me,
but , what am i doing now ?
doing nothing ?

I feel regret ?
I feel sad?

nope.... nope at all....
i won't feel sad unless you leave me..

so , i have to call my soul ,
call my body ,
call my mind,
and be awake in every second.....

this is what i can do.....
for the "deeper" things. or hard things..
i lift it to you....

Cause , i can't do it ,
you can do it...

I need you lord...
Let all of this be my prayer...
i cry out....
with my pureness heart...

as a child....
asking for help...

lord...i know you will help me...... "i not trying to type this to tell all of you i'm surffing"
nope...it won't be

just as i want to "thank" god...

Thank you lord..... take care all of our life...
thank you anoiting me...
and lead me step by step....
and i could see it....

you have the plans for me......
I dun want lost it..... lord.....forgive me.....
Like a Daniel....
just as you said....

i want to be like him.....
his life , his heart.... i will learn.....

Lord , look at me ,
I had get rid of many things....
while you teaching me..... telling me...

how wonderful is it ,
how great is it,
how good is it,

because you be my side....
never leave me.....

how mercy is it,
just you love me so much..... and

I'm blessed ....
Thank you lord.....never faint again...cause i will be awake anytime...
let this promise ,
save in our heart and mind....

Lord ... Thank you