You..... my reason to live

hai....Finally Examination was over...yay!!! so happy ?! ok la.... haha
just dunno hows my result .... @_@ kiakia.... =X
then , holiday liao......

Next Monday i'll go Melaka with Church members for joining the gathering....( I forget what gathering liao...haha...but i know got praise and worship =D )
So pray for us ya... let the blood of lamb cover all of us and protect us all the journey.
And also we can see the miracle.

Wow..... I'm felt very happy tonight...haha....
Just now the atmosphere in our church was so high...haha...not high la...is exciting....
Finally He get number 1 lo , then his sister get number 2....wa seh..... So good...haha
and dun forget , all of this is belong to our God... Is glorify His name....
Second, I felt happy too because
My friends they accompany me come to my church for watching the singing competition.
So glad to see them.... =)
hope next time we can come together again and again.... to close our God....

and also , Hope that got help them for those who really need God's love...
Just a expection in my heart...deep in my heart...God knows....
really really ....really really...very pleasure... =)
May God bless you.... you know I'm talking to you..haha...not la..... to everyone de... =)

Friends are part of my life,
they souls are important to me,
they live in darkness its my fault,
they live in peace its my wish,
their happiness Is delighting my life.
their smile Is my potion,
their share the God's love Is my reason to live.

The reappear Rainbow which is colourfull , meaningfull and happiness to your life

You may lost the love of your lover , you may upset about everything.... you may hide in your room and cried..... closing the door of your heart.... your mind full of sorrow..... This hurt will be the part of your memories... start to feel loneliness .... am i right ? you think like lack of something in your life , since that day ? I got this feeling before..... since that day my family..... i closed down my heart and start to blame everyone even myself...These all will be walk through your life , but , think positive, that is some test for you which come from God. God maybe want you growth more brave after this happened, He want to see how you face this problem.....yes after this i know many thing.... when i received Jesus Christ ....He tell me "You have to be more brave , Child , dun let the weakness and sadness overpower to you"....Friend, be fine.... maybe you have to recovery for few days......

You may fails the love from the earth , but God's love never fails......
Dun forget "He" who always look after you , when you cry , He is looking to you....
Pray with your heart .... cry out to the Lord... say that you're my helper......

"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death , I will fear no evil ; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff , they comfort me." Psalms 23 : 4

Come back to him... He want to see you... Cus you're His daughter/Child ....
This may like the heavy rain appear to your life, but after the rain , after this.... the rainbow will appear... Appear to your life...with colourfull , meaningfull and happiness.... =)

Dun forget our Lord.... He loves you so much........He will comfort you.....
and you stil have all of us who around you....
Go friends...we run together , fight together..and till the end we still together...and go together to see our Father in heaven...^^
Dude, come on....I need your helps..... to spread the love of God to those who need our help....
We're not pity...Cus we got our Lord , our family..our friends.... and We are loved by God...
=) cheer up...I'll be your side through the storm.... for no reason but I'm your friend =) and we are Child of God....

The dejection of my heart

Today I like last time go to school.
So nervous , the BI presentation is nearby....

But finally we do the presentation at last ....
Prepare our heart and get ready to present...

Nervous + laughing.... -.-
ok ... nvm then..... but i had said i will dance when playing the MV....
At the contrary , I'm not doing this..lolx....dunno why....
then finally our presentation was done ...yay...

then my classmate take photo there and here..... lolz..... dunno why they get so exiciting...
haha..nvm....they look cute...xD
ok....next , today doesn't have Bio class cus yesterday has been replaced to Add-math lesson.
then we back early lo.....

1st la... i want to say I'm happy ...Cus these thing delight my heart....=)
Cus i can see that they look like child..haha.... so touching sight? haha...whatever la...

then..... the dejection approach all suddenly when i heard the news from my relative's mouth.
Maybe i did't experience this before.... the feeling is so weired... upseting even?!

My 3rd brother-in-law now is at hospital. yea , last time my 1st brother-in-law also get into hospital cause of his disease.

Now , I'm worry about them...... but i choose to pray....
He is not my family or what ....but he is my relative.... is one of my mum's family...
we have to love everyone despite how they hurt you or else
I will pray...... pray for the healing upon to him.....
just as I said... we believe the power of prayer..... So , He will be cure soon i know =)

Thats all..... the dejection will not longer in my heart de la ... haha
just got that bear to pray..... =)

ok...thanks for viewing again.... May god bless you

Refresh me

Just now I went to church for prayer meeting. While on the way to church , I'm thinking of a song in my heart and thats some tears in my eyes @.@!!!....dunno why....not want to cry la... just a accident of peace live in my heart.....

Then later , I sit down lo....
Once the prayer meeting started , I started to cry also .... ~.~

"Lord , please refresh my heart that always loving you more. Refresh my mind that always pure. Refresh my Spritual eyes that always looking for you...... refresh my relationship with you that always in fire with you...."
This is what i want to say indeed.......

I cried.... cried....and cried.... why i'm crying....

because i found that i lost my .... the begins of love.... which the love is........Our relationship ...

Maybe I'm not in fire with you at all.............
Maybe I'm facing the problem...
Maybe I'm sad.... upset about my life....
Maybe.............. maybe........... Maybe ......... i have no burden?!!..........

Why say so?

ya...maybe i have no burden , then gradually , I'm cold down.......
after colded down.... i may lost my direction.......sometime will dunno where am i....

So , just now I prayed , i pray for the fire which come from you.... then please burn it again...

Whats the burden I'm looking for?

finally i found the answer..... I strongly mention it......thats a , good, kind and right burdens....
The burdens which i mention are
My family members.....
My friends....
My relatives and cousins....
and Myself............
and the most important is , the people who surffing , sustaining a painful diseaces , lost their mind and direction , lost the love, have a complicated life , and living in poor situation and more..

Thats alot..... alot of people who have to take care of.....
but i may do nothing for them right now..i cant do anything for them right now....
But in case , I still know ....... I can pray for them.....Thats only i can do for them right now....

ya...try set a burden on our heart..... you may say thats nothing.... dun think too much....dun find yourself troublesome.......or something else....

But.... thats also our reason we pray, right? Don't you did't pray for your parents or your friends?

For me.....
If no pray... equal to no peace....
If no peace equal to no happy....
if no happy equal to upset.....
so , no pray = upset......isnt it ?

Pray for them..... We believe that the power of prayer......
You won't lost anything when you pray ,
you won't be harm when you pray....
on the contrary , you may get the blessing..... you may heal.... you may happy... =)

ok...thats all..... you may not know what i'm saying...... but , pray....

okay liao ... thanks for viewing .... May god bless you

Wow...Finally can update my blog....

Yeah..... Finally can update my blog lu..... since my computer is back!! yay!!! ^^

So here i want to say thank you daddy for helping me repair this stupiak computer..lolz...

I'm so happy this computer not like last time lo..... not lag anymore.... hehe....the screen also i very like it.... thank you daddy...^^ May god bless you o...

Me so long did't touch the computer lo....

online also.............

Me this few days very busy o.....

prepare presentation for BM lisan and BI presentation.....

wa shen..... want to blood vomit ah..... hahaha....

not la..... Thats fun joh..... especially the BI one...haha....so sot de them.... =.=

let you guys see some pictures ah....

haha...is it funny ? haha...me laugh till......bo xia

anyway......we work together and try our best .....hehe...

we can make Wonder Student lo...... haha

(lame =.=)

hiahia......

Feel good ^^

Wow..... I climbed the mountain last Saturday ...haha.....

feel good and nice ^^..hehe....

We early morning gather at Hui Sing Community Hall there , about 7.00am+ and I'm the 1st reached there...hoho.... =X

then about 37 members present this activity, left 3 person... =X

ermm.... Where we are going to climb ?

haha....Is Kubah National Park..... Me 1st time go there leh....lol.....=x

and also we AJK 1st time organize this activity....haha...now i gained this experience lu.... So next time we organize again will be more easy I think...hehe....

We depart from Hui Sing Community Hall about 7.45am+ like that , me forget liao...haha...

I bring so many things la.... Sunblock la , Skincare ah , wax ? , mirror? and water and so on...

what for i bring wax and mirror...haha....of cus do my hair tidy lo.....cus no enough time while i wake up and prepare . So I do my hair in the bus lo , then that abigail go take my photo ba while i doing my hair. lol......

k....forget about it....

now i put some photos ..hehe...

So beautiful hoo.... This is God's creation...^^

Still got many photos at my friend there , these photo i take by using my hp. My hp de camera not good enough de la....

I will upload more further photos on facebook when i take back my pendrive...hehe...

haha...i think that was so funny when we reached the top of the mountain. Our lunch....lol...

haha..... I did't really bring my own lunch cus i not feel like want to eat...hehe.....

Hope next time we can do this activity again...haha....how about beach? wow...sound look like good... hehe.... awww...now is raining...i have to off then...

Thanks for viewing ...^^ God bless you

Yo~~~everyone I'm back...hehe

Hi lovely ones.... =)

... hoho..... since the 1st day of the school holiday, I was busy at many many things...haiZz..
Dunno why the time go so fast , now already second week of the June lo... and just last few days for the school holiday...ish....

But I'm so expecting to my result, hehehehe............

Okie .... I tell you what i busy at

• Be a cashier ( Cus my shop is lack of workers , lol , even i asked my friends come and help )
  


• Sport day~~~ *hiahia ( Our church is having Sport day on last Saturday . Wa.....My legs........lol..... of cus i got practise before the Sport day , but very last minute..haizz.. So cause me after runing my muscle get pained....=X)



• So after strongly run of cus need to rest...haha..so i rest at home for 3 days or more



• Living Camp ( Our church organize the living camp for youth.)



• Climbing Mountain ( wa.....me also very expecting to this , we will go climbing on this coming Saturday. ) wa....seem like my holidays full of activity of exercise...haha....

Today i feel so good , cus during our camp we learnt how to design a website like blog and so on. Be a designer also need a good manner and attitude . As a designer we must have creativity and inslight ( suggestion from our teacher who teach us to design website.)

I dunno most of them understand or not , but for me ,I'm understood cus I'm one of student of ICT...haha.....at least i know whats software , hardware , systems and blablabla.....

haha.... But its interesting , and its good to know too...... better than you stay at home doing nothing during this bored holiday.... xD

Then 2moro camp is about how to create a fantastic music from computer software...wa.... like we are learning technology of computer.... haha..xD

Nvm...just stay with the presence of God.... =)

Oops~~~~ =O my nasal mucus(is it "bi ti" called nasal mucus?=X) is always droping out of control ..lol.... non-stop...haiZzz...i think i'm getting sick.... i'm ill...=( get cold..... So pray for me , hope i can be healed soon... ^^

Hmm....i want to ask , How is your holidays ? Fun ? Boring ? or no feeling? haha....

Whatever your holiday good or bad, just take enough rest and get ready for our studies...=)hehe......

Wa......now already so late.....time go to bed...hehe....

So , Thanks for viewing ah... ^^

God Bless you =)